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Dear friend,

Just find out that I haven't tell you about this man I would like to live with. He is an computer progammer, but not like any other nerd which sometimes looks ghastly, he is cute one. Well for me at least. He is about 6 feet tall and had hazel eyes and deep brown hair. IT was cut short. I like way he always dress although there were a time when he wore some bizzare clothes. I think he try to match his clothes with the colour of his shoes. There was a day when he wear all in green colour. When I asked why he did it, he says it to remind all that we have to think green to save the earth which I doubt the affect. Luckily this thing happened rarely. Probably cause he's grown up with a conservative family that he knows how to dress. Most of time he pick a nice suit with black or dark gray colour matching to his shiny black shoes. All of women in my floor said that he is one of the kind nerd and they wouldn't not mind if he asked them out. Cause this all competition I'm not sure that he will recognize me. Compare to every women in my floor, I was nerd women type. Black thick glasses, pony tail, all drappy gown, well even my best friend say that I had to change the way I dress if I want to get a man. I just don't know how. I had tried every beauty class held by training department, try beauty palor that my friend advise me. Once I even tried a personal development training but all failed. I'm still an ugly carrier woman. I just wish someday I could change and make he sees me as I want him to be.

See you later

Dream Stalker

Dear friend,
Have you ever dream of a person that one day you believe will be yours?. Well I did and I would like to keep him to me forever. It begin when one day I dream of me and him together, that i realize I must work to make it happen. Luckily he was someone I know. I begin with look a way to work closely with him. Then I matched my schedule with him so we always work together. I dig up information about him from every source I can get. His close friends, his co-worker, from our supervisor, and even from his relative. You will never believe what a simple statement such us "Oh yeah, he says that you and him was at same classes, isn't right". If it is right then you can dig up more, if it is wrong, then they will tell you what is the right so you get the information anyway. As for his family, peace of cake, I just tell them that he's not available but if they had any message they can leave with me, and there where I start. To be closed to him I listen to the music he listening so I could talk with him about it, seeing the movie that he seen, read his favorit author, exercise since he like sport, get in the same gym as he is (which make me poorer a thousand dollar). But its not enough. Yeah we talk, about everything above and else. But he doesn't realize that I'm was created for him. He never asked me out except when our office make a party, he never show that he interest in me and he dating someone else. So I think I will have to do something else. (continue...)